At first I blamed you, then I blamed myself, and then I just stopped caring.
I can't believe he wrote this...
To my unborn child because I never got to see your face Just know daddy loves u and I’ll see you when I leave this place I know GOD did it for a reason which I don’t understand Just know I pray everyday when I’m clasping my hand Your mom took it hard and for now the pain is gone But when I think what could’ve been I try to keep her strong I couldn’t wait to see...
Its sad when you can’t even fathom your own actions. I can’t breathe. Facing my fears are so hard.. fear is normal isn’t it? I’m trying too hard to have control of my own destiny. Life is to suffer.
why do I torture myself in such a manner. i’m a willing target.