November 2008
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“Not so sure that I’ll be yours, but baby you can be mine.”
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as I thought
I’m glad I wasn’t worried about you. You went back to her and while I’m glad that you’re not dead, or in jail, or in a ditch somewhere…
The fact that you went back to that leech of society, just because she cried her eyes out and said she was wrong after kicking you out and letting her drug dealer ex shack up with her, makes me feel as if those other options might...
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everything I touch turns to gold
actually it doesn’t.
Ok, so I’ve been avoiding writing this. Because while it normally takes a lot for me to get angry, I was steaming.
Ok, so I met this guy from facebook, and he was kinda pushy. Like he asked for me phone number amazing early and i was like, “It’s not that easy I don’t even know you!”. So he wrote 2 very long paragraphs saying “I...
excuses
thresca:
I love you but I can’t be with you is the line of a coward. It should be: I love you and I’ll do everything just to be with you because being with you is worth it.
If you really want someone, there is no excuse.
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say you will
I had worried about you, but only for fleeting moments.
You always say that you need me, and to me this had been a burden. I loved you once but you betrayed me, and with such a stupid excuse, such stupid rationality.
I think that as a man, not only should you have “grown”, but you should have learned from the things you have done and moved past them. Instead of wallowing in past...
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but not anymore
I miss you, but I don’t yearn for your touch any longer, don’t want your love any longer.
I was too good for you afterall, even though you said that… and said it many times. I didn’t want to believe it, and I didn’t want to give up.
We’ll see if I end up all the better for folding in the end.
There's Us
Not everything is supposed to come true. Some words are best unsaid. Some love is not really love at all.
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date three and the past two
I picked the place, and you didn’t like the food. Shame but really there are few places open in Detroit on Sunday’s as it is, and luckily Slow’s was one of them. I enjoyed what I ordered, I enjoyed sitting across from your laughing face. So it was a complete win for me.
i wonder what you get out of dating me. I’m still new to this dating without the offshot of a...
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shortly
I’ll be seeing you again. I’ll be in your arms again. I’ll be hoping you make me an honest woman.
I want to settle down. I want to take my heart off of standby. Just going through the motions isn’t enough.
Whirlwind
Why is it that you rely on me, when I am the person you can’t stand?
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eternal tie
I can’t seem to find you anywhere. Not on AIM, MSN, GMAIL, etc.
I need my best friend back!
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complications
I’ve been trying to avoid letting my jealousy and cowardice as a “woman” get in the way of my relationships. Right now its especially complicated. I’ve always been one to settle down with just one particular person. But right now since I can’t, or more like the men in my life are unwilling to step up to the plate for all different reasons. One thinks he’s...
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In my dreams
We were still working in the same place as one another. Instead of the usual bakery area, cafe area, and sandwhich line area, there was a table to represent each like it was a picnic or a family reunion. Also instead of being indoors it appeared to be in a wide parking lot that had other stores around it. There was gravel all on the ground, like the playground in the backyard of my elementary...
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momentum
The season when everyone longs to be around people comes again with coldness and warmth.
I remember the day, when we were young and ignorant to the world around us.
Laughing together, while walking arm in arm.
What excuse should I make, for this sudden shock of pain?
Even when I’m freezing alone in these cold nights, standing in white snow..
My love for you is what’s left of my...
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if I fall..
It is a weird thing reading your facebook and it says you are lonely and bored, and honestly feel like I want to help solve that problem. I don’t owe you anything, its actually quite questionable if you owe me or not.
I hate this feeling that I want you to want me, or that I want you to feel as if you couldn’t live without me. It’s rather sad but there are three different guys...
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bright eyed
Why am I awake at 7:26 in the morning, running on less than 4 hours of sleep from seeing you the night before, waiting on a early morning phonecall.
Which will probably become an early morning encounter, of the most personal nature.
I’m not a stupid girl, so I don’t know why I’m letting you slide on that early drama. That girl couldn’t even keep her lies straight, or...
Love drug
I feel like I could cry any moment. I am not sad, I am not upset… But I feel very unstable.
Is it you?
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“It’s just, just so excessively empty. This feeling… Is this...”
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a moment
Romance melts and is soon followed by regrets.
I really wanted to believe that the only thing wrong with you was that you were really busy. I found myself excusing you for things that I’ve never done before, not calling me back when you said you would, not responding to texts in a timely manner or at all. I really forgave you for it, I didn’t even think badly of you at all for it. It...
“When things are bad, we take comfort in the thought that they could always get...”
– Malcolm Forbes
I am happy I went out with you. It might just be the tequila but you ignited a fire that had been dormant. I enjoyed myself for the first time in a while.
“You should try to be a whore, you should really lighten up!”
– Some guy that needs to buy his food and stop begging for a hand out when he drives an Escalade.
Closer
I am already lying about what I want and bending over backwards to get in your favor. Counting down the days till a date that might not even happen.
You are already too busy to satisfy my need of attention. You are already too high for me to reach. You have a lot on your plate already. You have avoided relationships purposely for a year, and I need to be avoiding relationships after the fiascos...
I'm just here for the moment
Being alone when you are seemingly surrounded by people. Doing things just for the entertainment value.
I want what I want when I want it. It’s a mentality that sets you up for failure and doesn’t cushion the blow when you don’t get your way.
I never get what I want, not when I want it, not when I convince myself that I don’t want it, or even when my senses get their...
You
I hate how you just ruined my apetite.
I feel like, whenever I am happy… I lose something very important.
Let’s be honest. Let’s talk.
