October 2008
29 posts
“I lose myself, forget who I am and come back to find that that person has...”
– (via ofthefurrow)
“I will have to think about it.”
Let it burn.
Unrequited love is embarassing.
Go the distance
I have been thinking a lot about regret. I seriously think I have put up a good fight. I have tried my best to regret nothing, to do what I wish to do, to say the things I feel, to be who I want to be. I set myself for failure because of it sometime. If I want to be with you it is because of my selfishness, if I want to be with you it is because I can’t let go, if I want to be with YOU it is...
plastic.
nail lacquer. hair extensions. colored contacts. whitening toothpaste. diet pills. energy drinks. yoga poses. calorie restriction. sugar free. fat free. 8 glasses of water a day.
life is never easy for those that dream.
if love is a labor, I’ll work till the end.
Polyamorous
I really love him, and I wish I knew why. Is it sad that I don’t know wether it refers to you or him more.
September 2008
3 posts
i just want to be wrapped up in your heart. what must i do to be wrapped up?
The last one to smile is the diligent and ernest one.
I will never again mention my love out loud for if I do that and it goes away I have trully lost.
I want to drown in the sea of your love. You won’t even let me on the boat.
August 2008
10 posts
Where did I get all these mosquito bites from? The summer of my love is ending. The leaves are dropping as my heart grows colder. I don’t need your warmth or the warmth of another. My skin is thicker than it seems, afterall. As I have managed to survive this long.
this isnt poetry.
this is the unpolished product of another night of confusion.
I miss you, and I’ve been missing you for a while.
start liking me less when you peel back the mistery.
hey cupcake, I just want to love you.
It’s the joke if the century and I am center stage.
