July 2008
14 posts
Please tell me that this pain is surely an illusion
Please tell me that I’m not like myself at all now
Please tell me, because otherwise, I’ll yearn for your warmth again
I’m sick of always looking over my shoulder. I’m sick of you turning down the tv to hear if that is her car coming down the street. I’m tired of all the hiding. It makes it feel as if this whole relationship is riding on a lie.
June 2008
9 posts
like the thoughts of an idiot that go nowhere
done.
drama will always exist. pain will always exists.
as long as you can conquer the very knowlege of this you’ll be all the better for it. this one negative is a definite positive.
dummy
you don’t even know what you really want.
mantra
watching a cat open a candy bar wrapper with her mouth. doing chores together and running errands together.
each day gets more hilarious, each day gets more comfortable.
cat in foot fall
I will never forget this day.
At my favorite Korean/Japanese resturant. Sitting at the kotatsu. You asking about my feelings. Me spilling my heart to you. Sitting closer and joking around, getting proposed to while in mid laugh.
