July 2011
3 posts
Above all else I must remember that I am alone.
A month and a week left till our one year anniversary. One year “steady”.
I don’t feel as if anything will change anytime soon. I don’t feel as loved as I love. I don’t feel as needed as I need. it still feels unrequited, as all those years I hoped you’d come back to me.
None of this is me. Always pretending.